Caught up in things that are not important

Most often i get caught up in things of this world and the negativity that this world carries. And it takes my amazing supportive husband to slap me back into my reality. That no matter what happens if our house burns down, if the world is at its end, etc. There is no reason what so ever to be negative. I need to continue on my spiritual journey trying to become as enlightened as possible, to maintain the best me i can and that is not being negative for one. my husband was watch a youtube series and he told me that as the world keeps changing,( it seems for the worst) this is were we need to be our best selves. help others, not dewell on the negative and try to above all be god like. So i am back at this point and need to stay there. It can be challenging considering my roommate is very negative and an atheist so talking to him about anything is pretty much banging your head on the wall. Any way this message is just to remind my self that i need to always stay more positve. The pain body is a living feeding analitical creature looking to feed on your negaivity.

One of my furry loves.......is sick

Its making me sick knowing something is wrong with my love Zoe ( my shi zu) we took her to the vet on saturday our vet was off and this other one said nothing was wrong with her. for a couple of at least 4 to 5 days zoe has been acting a little lathargic. and she has pain in the tummy and hind area. i am very scared, scared my love will die and that it will cost alot. im going to take her in to see MY vet tomorrow. I am praying with every inch of my being that its nothing serious. i am terrified. i am wondering if it is heathy to love a being as much as i love my two dogs, i know i am up for great heartach in the future loving them this much, these are my husband's and my first dogs that are our responsiblity and so far its been amazing. except for them getting sick and injured that part is torcher.

A first time for everything

I have been in a very adventurous cooking mood anything i have never cooked before i have wanted to. I decided to make chicken and chees e enchiladas some with red sauce and some with cheese sauce. i made bean and cheese for my vegetarian husband( he does eat fish) so these turned out very good. I made great chili last night i tweaked a recipe i found.





We had our first sushi making party it was very good. we had 11 people in our small house and it worked out great. we ate shrimp and salmon and
tuna sushi all day for $10 a person it was a lot of
fun, and delicious. now i know how to make my
own sushi. its pretty easy

My new favorite tool........the Houdini wine bottle opener

I bought this for my husband for christmas the best wine bottle opener in the world, very easy to use i love it

Communication the answer to most problems.

Well i talked to my husband the other night. I was having a very stressful weekend i spent all day evening and until 10 pm writing my paper for my psychology of personality class. So between trying to deal with my fiances and doing my homework and trying to concentate though lots of distractions i finally told my husband what is on my mind......again. Its been a good week so far. I my way home from class i called my husband and he stated he picked up a 4 hours shift at in evening job and that he picked up another one on tuesday(today). I came home t0 find our trash can taken from the curb and put back where they belong. And the missing latch on the frame of our front screen door was screwed back on. I am very impressed its the little things that count with me. My husband even made the bed ( and i was the last one out of it) i told him to keep up the good work. I told my roommate that i am not grocery shopping for him anymore because i am not his mother and i was beging to feel like i was. I told him we can share food but he has to buy his own. So, so far so good. I pray that he keeps this up.